why write for your local church?

This blog is called Indigenous Worship because God is raising up indigenous, local tribes of songwriters and musicians all over the world who will praise Him for who He is and do so in a manner that reflects the actual people and places they are from. Here are a few reasons to consider writing for your local church

1) There are songwriters already in your church. Usually when I travel to talk about raising up songwriters people come in with a mindset of hoping to learn how to get songwriters to come to their churches, as if the writers were ‘out there’. Truth is, the songwriters are sitting in our churches right now! They just need to be empowered, trained, refined, and released. When Jesus constructs a church, which is his body, he doesn’t leave any part out, and that includes those parts that are designed for capturing and distilling melody and phrases down to something that we can all sing to God.

2) Songs written for the community of faith, by the community of faith, carry an aspect of authenticity and genuineness that people can sink their teeth into. People are looking for something real, and that encounter can come in a lot of different ways, but few are as powerful as a song sung by a group of people who are trying to work out the complexity of following Jesus together – a song written by those people! It’s the reason that pizza is different in Chicago than it is in New York! It’s the same idea worked through the specific people in a given region that makes it unique. New Yorkers weren’t trying to do something different than the good folks in Chicago, for the sake of being different, rather they were just being who they really are, no pretense, no faking, authentic.

3) Jesus is the most beautiful person in the universe, therefore a billion songs isn’t too many. Sometimes I read articles about how there are too many worship songs being written now, that we are drowning in ‘new material’, and that this has somehow weakened our collective worship experience. Now if your trying to every song off of every major release coming out these days, that could be a real problem. But rather than seeing the explosion of writing as a bad thing, I see it as an appropriate response to who Jesus is – that men and women, all over the world are getting a glimpse of the beauty of the Son of God, and trying their level best to respond! If your seeing Him, even a little, you’re responding, and it might just be a non-melodious yell at first, but soon enough those groans too deep for words are going to form into something more, a song of gratitude, a river of delight.

Peace!

Adam

daniel boone

Writing songs is a lot like pioneering. The white, blank page is a western horizon, and the guitar is a horse, still wild, yet sometimes rideable. If your writing music it’s because something on the inside of you is unsettled and restless. It’s not that the other songs are bad because they’re not. It’s just that for the songwriter there’s a need to head off into wilderness of life, and melody, and emotion, and lyric, and try to stake some sort of a claim. It’s this gnawing notion that even though everything has been said, that there might be another way to get there, a more interesting way, a short-cut even.

I have a song due in a few hours. I say due, because in my community, even though lots of us write pretty often, we come together every summer and write every two weeks from May to August, and if you don’t have a song on the due date, you’re out. There’s nothing like a due date to keep you in the pioneering spirit!

Anyhow, I’ve been hacking my way through this song for the past week and up until this morning, I wasn’t totally sure where I was even going. That’s the thing about writing, you have to embrace a certain amount of mystery. Where am I going? I don’t really know. I’m just following an instinctual path that’s barely there, one worn down by the wildlife. And then, when it seems like it may be a path to nowhere, the dense forest reveals a stream where thirsty souls can find a drink, and I think I may have found that stream, for this week anyway.

You know, that’s songwriting – looking for things that you can’t even articulate at the beginning of the journey, things that you know immediately when you stumble upon them. It’s searching for a melody, cutting out a lyrical path from a forest filled with options, and making a home where there was nothing, or very little before. Songwriting is a restless heart that just knows that there’s more ‘out there’, that perhaps we haven’t seen it all. It’s a heart that just can’t settle comfortably into what already is. Praise God for settlers, they really are good people, but we’re not them. We’re wilder, Daniel Boone types. We’re marking out the territory of the human heart, mapping it out moment by moment, line by line. We’ve got calloused hands, and wrinkled faces, and a notion that West is a better direction than East.

Adam

a well directed life

36 “Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?”

37 Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’[a] 38 This is the first and greatest commandment.

Matthew 22:36-38

Sometimes we would like to make Jesus a post-modern. Sometimes we look for ways to round the sharp edges a bit, take the things that He says, and dull the knife of His word down to a spoon, a spoon to feed ourselves with. That’s one of the things that post-modernity is really good at – dulling the edges, so no once gets cut, so there is no blood.

We would rather have Jesus say something like this – “Guys, just live a life of love.”

It sounds good, it rings true in our post-enlightened ears . And certainly no one would argue that ‘not loving’ or pursuing a life of hate to be better. But at the same time it is curious that Jesus boils life down to this one thing, this one specific thing – love God, love Him first, and love him most.

To love God first and most, aligns a person with the most foundational truths in the universe, that there is, in fact, a God and that He is good. It is to really wake up to the fact that we are already loved by him – it is a responding to what actually already is. Miss this, miss everything.

And so to pursue ‘living a life of love’ apart from God begs the question – from what source are you drawing? After all the scriptures are clear, God is love (1John 4:8) To love God first and most settles that one question, and enables a person to actually live in concert with heaven. It brings a genuineness, an authenticity, that has the distinct aroma of Jesus.

Pursuing love apart from God is usually, not always, but usually simply a socially acceptable form of soothing our own insecurities. We love so that we will be loved. We love in hopes of being loved. We feel so unloved, and so full of anxiety that rather than living for the benefit of others we are actually living for our own – but ever so subtly, most people may never even notice. In the long run, this sort of love, which is really not love at all, has a way of magnifying our insecurities, until, at last, our true heart is revealed.

But loving God settles all that because it is first a revelation of our own being loved. That he really did love us first, before we even knew him, before we had ever heard his name, before we drew our first breath, God loved us. We’ve always been loved and so loving Him back is an awakening of sorts, a kind that has a way of melting all our fears and insecurities. It’s why perfect love (God’s kind of love) casts out fear.

Even now we can wake up. We don’t have to sleep forever. We could open our eyes, and stretch our bodies, and arise into the dawn of life. True life is loving God, first, and most. True life is being loved by God, and knowing it, down in our hearts, in the center of our being where facts and feelings are intertwined like a warm blanket – I am loved by God – I will love my God.

Peace!

Adam

responding to God

Have you seen anything beautiful?

Has your heart been melted?

Have you been brought low, all the way down to tears and weeping?

Have you laughed and had your very bones soaked with joy?

Have you heard the voice of God?

Have you felt the love of the Father, even when you weren’t exactly doing great?

I could keep asking questions. You could keep a running tally. We could keep score. But truthfully it wouldn’t even matter. Point is, the beginning of any song, especially a song that will be sung by the church is some sort of an encounter with God.

I know some people might push back on that idea, fearing that I’m proposing a life with God that is solely based on feelings – or perhaps I’m suggesting that songwriting is meant for those brief moments when one is filled with inspiration.

Trust me, I understand the traps of only writing when one feels inspired. The net result of that approach is a notebook filled with half-finished songs, which are about as good as half-baked brownies – a little too gooey, and lacking the addictive, crunchy corners…

As for a life with God based on feelings, I say why not? He did in fact give them to people, and when he declared creation ‘good’ he was declaring feelings and emotions good as well. I know that our feelings can trick us, but so can our intellect. I know that faith and feelings are not the same thing, but life with God is richer and more textured than a purely intellectual, reason-based faith will allow.

I bring it all up because people often ask me about songwriting and how to develop a culture of songwriting. The most basic answer is this – what have you seen, experienced and come to truly know in God?

Worship is essentially responding to God. Seeing Him for who He really is and then responding to that in what ever means is available to us. Songs are really great for responding to God because songs contain another dimension of truth, melody. People sing when words alone are not enough, when they encounter truth that sits in a space too lofty for language.

If you want to write songs, encounter God. If you want to create a culture of songwriting, make a space where people can encounter God. Take some time to reflect upon His goodness, help the people you are sharing life with to see the nearness and affection of God. He isn’t avoiding you or your church. He’s right in our midst, if we can just see him. And if we can catch a glimpse, we can write, and sing, and respond.

Peace!

Adam

blessed to neediness

Near the weak, that’s one of the easiest places to find God. The socially awkward, the never-quite-got-it-right, the sick, the loony, the brokenhearted, and the embarrassing are some of his best friends. I forgot to mention the annoying, but they are also in Jesus’ inner-circle.

It’s one of the complicated parts of walking with God. Complicated because just being with awkward or annoying people can be really difficult. Complicated because as a person grows in love for God, one will eventually grow in love for the things that God loves – and God loves people.

Now to be fair, God loves the rich and powerful too. In fact he loves them just as much as he loves single moms who barely make bills. He’s equal opportunity. The trouble is that the rich and powerful aren’t aware that they need God. They think they need a better financial advisor, a longer vacation, a swing coach or a remodeled bathroom. God never really makes the list, and so he isn’t invited, leaving him silent, standing in the room.

That’s one of the great, mind-bending facts of life – God never leaves the room, for anyone.

Our circumstances are all opportunities to recognize our need for God. The weak generally have no trouble coming to this logical conclusion, but the perfectly-matched struggle to make the connection even though their blessedness calls for the same answer.

When the bank account is zero and there are bills to be paid, or when we end up with an unexpected diagnosis our need for God gets highlighted with florescent brightness, but blessing has a way of clouding our judgement.

Make no mistake, blessing is a florescent color! Blessing opens doors and brings possibilities that we never imagined. Suddenly we’re living in unknown realms where we are being stretched – and the point of the stretching, at least in part, is for us to recognize our need for God. Sadly, we sometimes believe that we are the source of our blessing – that our strength, intellect, and talent has brought us to this place. We become the center, and move God to the side. Our awareness of him becomes dull, even though he is near. We begin living in a delusion, one of our own making.

If you are weak, cry out to God. If you are living next to an annoying neighbor, look close, God is there. And if you are blessed beyond measure, look out! Blessing is about to open up doors to realms where yesterday’s answers don’t work in quite the same way, a place where our need of him is exposed, if we can see it…

Peace!

dallas willard quotes

Dallas Willard – philosopher, writer, teacher, disciple of Jesus – dead at the age of 77.

Few people have had such a profound influence on my inner life. Dallas has been a father to me in the Spirit through his writings. He taught me to ask the right questions, and more importantly, how to begin finding the right answers. Here are a handful of quotes from across a very narrow spectrum of his work.

“You see, God has very high aims for you and me. His aim is that each one of us becomes the kind of person he can empower to do what we want. I am going to say that again. You and I are being trained and cultivated and grown to the point where God can empower us to do what we want. Now you recognize that a lot of work has to be done on our “wanter” before that can happen. But that is what life is about. And that’s what we are learning to do as disciples of Jesus Christ. “ (Willard sermon)

“Grace is not opposed to effort; it is opposed to earning.” (The Great Omission)

“The spiritual side of the human being, Christian and non-Christian alike, develops into the reality that it becomes, for good or ill. Everyone receives spiritual formation, just as everyone gets an education.” (The Great Omission)

“We should not only want to be merciful, kind, unassuming, and patient persons but also be making plans to become so. “(The Great Omission)

“This impotence of ‘systems’ is a main reason why Jesus did not send his students out to start governments or even churches as we know them today, which always strongly convey some elements of a human system. They were, instead, to establish beachheads of his person, word, and power in the midst of a failing and futile humanity.”  (Renovation of the Heart)

“There are no formulas . . . but there are many things we can do to place ourselves at the disposal of God . . .And we can count on his goodness.” (Renovation of the Heart)

“People we admit to be far greater than we are–and, in the case of Jesus himself, even divine–found it necessary to practice disciplines and engage in activities with which we blithely despise.” (Spirit of the Disciplines)

“The word ‘disciple’ occurs 269 times in the New Testament. ‘Christian’ is found three times and was first introduced to refer precisely to disciples of Jesus…” (The Great Omission)

“When we examine the broad spectrum of Christian proclamation and practice, we see that the only thing made essential on the right wing of theology is forgiveness of the individual’s sins. On the left it is removal of social or structural evils. The current gospel then becomes a ‘gospel of sin management.’ Transformation of life and character is no part of the redemptive message. Moment-to-moment human reality in its depths is not the arena of faith and eternal living.” (The Divine Conspiracy)

“it’s very important to understand that while grace works in many ways, it does not obliterate a person’s will. Grace cultivates the will and helps to develop it in godliness. It does this by working with all the dimensions of the self. But one has to be open to that, and above all, one has to be turned toward God and acknowledge [his or her] dependence on Him.” (Relevant Magazine interview)

“I found early on that learning from Jesus how to do what he says is the central point of the New Testament doctrine of salvation and life. It does not separate the afterlife from this life, but says: “Put your confidence in Jesus and live with him as his student”. Then all the other things will take care of themselves, as long as you’re centered on learning from Jesus how to do what he says.” (Relevant Magazine interview)

experts

Being an expert is one of the heaviest burdens that a person can carry. Once a person reaches expert status there are certain expectations that get attached and the weight can be crushing.

There is something about being an expert that often stifles exploration, even though a pioneering, exploration spirit is one of the key ingredients that makes an expert. When a person breaks through and becomes something of an authority in a given discipline there are two forms of pride that subtly harden arteries and make progress difficult -

1) The notion that one knows all there is to know. It’s silly, but we are geniuses at fooling ourselves. When a person is an expert, they have accumulated a lot of knowledge and experience, and to acknowledge that one doesn’t know it all can be hard. As soon as one becomes closed off to the potential that more exists, as soon as advancement is seen as a personal challenge to one’s identity, rather than enhancement to one’s achievements, a hardening has occurred.

2) Fear of looking foolish. Experts have worked, and studied, and failed, and tried, and eventually broken through. And when a breakthrough comes, so does honor and notoriety and status. In fact the fruit of exploration can become the roots of fear that prevent the next breakthrough. Once a person becomes distinguished, who wants to risk reputation by heading out again, out into the unknown where fools and experts are on equal ground.

Let’s keep pressing for more!

Peace!

Adam

promise land

When Israel wandered in the desert they had a cloud to guide them in the day and a pillar of fire in the night (Ex 13:21). God was with them. In the morning they would wake and there would be fresh manna. On a couple of desperate occasions water came flowing out of a rock! God was guiding, and God was providing in spectacular fashion. But Israel wasn’t promised a desert wandering. They were promised a land, one flowing with milk and honey.

Here’s what’s interesting to me. After the desert wandering, and all the miracles, which is to say nothing of the supernatural deliverance that brought them out of Egypt, they stood upon the edge of the promise and there was a shift. Now they had to fight their enemies. And once they dispossessed those enemies, and took over the land as a home, inheriting the promise, they had to manage the land. If they were to eat, someone better be planting a garden. No more manna.

All of this is interesting because in the desert wandering God was incredibly close, and in the possession of the promise, God seemed absent. Of course he wasn’t, but things had changed, and the change was a part of God’s good plan!

Sometimes we feel as though we are wandering in the desert, and that God has forgotten us, but perhaps we’re standing in the promise. Mary received the promise of a son from an angel, she was overshadowed by the Spirit, and then, what seemed like 30 years of ‘normal’ – it was actually 30 years of living that very promise out in real life!

If you’re in the desert of God’s great provision, and promise, know this – a time is coming that will look profoundly normal – blessed but normal. If you are in the quiet of the promise, know this – God hasn’t left you at all, He’s near, as near as your very next breath.

Peace!

Adam

lewis and clark

One small change can change everything. My two main guitars hang right beside my desk, literally within reach. I planned the layout of my office this way. I like playing guitar and nothing keeps a person from playing quite like a guitar case. If you put your guitar in it’s case, inside of a closet, you may as well just go ahead and set it on fire and offer it to the guitar gods because there’s a good chance you’re never gonna see it again.

Anyhow, the guitar that’s closest to me is my acoustic Gibson J-45. I love that guitar and probably play it almost every day. In fact, I can’t remember a day when I didn’t pull it down and play at least a chord or two. One of the things I’ve noticed is that I tend to play certain things on that guitar. There is a certain way that guitar seems to want to be played, and after several years those ways, those approaches, have become ingrained like a habit I just can’t shake. Until the other day…

…When a friend of mine dropped off a new guitar amp that he just finished building. He wanted me to try it out and see what I thought, see if there were any bugs that needed running down. What a great friend huh? So I plugged the amp into the wall and grabbed my tele, and suddenly, within minutes, I’m playing different sounds. Not just different in the sense that they were amplified, but different in the sense that a whole new range of chords, notes, and tones were emerging, quite naturally, from the little, tweed amp. It was a bit surprising. More surprising still was the fact that a few minutes later I had written a brand new song, start to finish, something that didn’t even sound like ‘me’.

This isn’t a new phenomena. Guitar players all ‘know’ that different guitars tend to ‘pull’ different things out of the person playing them. This is the basic logic that most guitar guys use for ‘needing’ to buy yet another instrument. My wife is quite familiar with the argument. This is not, however, a blog about going out and buying another guitar, unless my wife is reading, and then this is absolutely about going out and buying a Gibson 335! Baby! You hear me!

This is simply about trying something new, breaking out of our usual routines, even the patterns that have been really fruitful in the past. Sometimes the best thing to do is to lay down our acoustic guitars and plug in the electric. Sometimes we need to put all the guitars down a learn a new instrument, like banjo – there’s nothing that contorts the mind and heart like forward rolls on the banjo. Maybe you need to just lay music aside for a bit and paint. Or perhaps grab pen and paper and write – just a stream of consciousness-Jack-Kerouac-beatnik-poetry-slam-never-let-anyone-read-it sort of thing.

There’s something to be said for focus and determination in a singular direction. That’s how one gains real skill in a particular area. But there is also something to be said for exploration and heading in a new direction. So maybe it’s time to lay the guitar down and head out like Lewis and Clark, following the sunset, to God knows what.

Peace!

Adam

laughing with tears in our eyes

Luke 23:26

“And as they led him away, they seized on Simon of Cyrene, who was coming in from the country, and laid on him the cross, to carry it behind Jesus”

Everyone who follows Jesus gets a cross. We wish it were not so. We close our eyes, we place our hands over our ears, hoping not to see or hear anything which would pull us from our spot in the crowd. We were hoping to go on as mere spectators.

But no one who follows Jesus gets to remain a spectator.

Sometimes we object. Sometimes we gather all our best theology into the forefront of our minds. We tell ourselves the truth.

‘I’m a child of god’
‘I’m free’
‘I’m blessed’
‘I’m God’s favorite’

All true, yet the cross awaits.

If the Son of God, very freedom in human skin, blessed like no other, the apple of the fathers eye had a cross, will not the sons and daughters who follow have one as well?

Sometimes being God’s favorite has ramifications that we never imagined. Sometimes it’s hard to tell the difference between God’s favorite and a common criminal. Sometimes the blessed life, the good life, the better path is also the hard life, the sad life, and the sort of life that cuts you right down to marrow. Sometimes being blessed by God means crying tears and giving your best to people who don’t even get it, and certainly don’t deserve it.

There’s a kind of death that comes from following Jesus.

But then, afterwards, there’s life, life that no one imagined. Even though we heard about it, and read about it, we find ourselves surprised. Right in the spot of greatest pain, and greatest difficulty there is a fountain of life. Right when we were about to lose hope, hope was renewed. Right when we were soaked with tears an unexpected laughter bubbled to the surface. And so here we are, one foot in the grave, one foot in heaven, laughing with tears in our eyes.

Peace!

Adam